I"m not getting married!!!!

tired tired tired!~!~!~~ maintaining a r/s is so tiring... tired tired tired!~~~~~~~~~ No idea how I can put this to anyone.... even to my mother.... one moment he is all gear to look for houses making everyone think that we are getting marry now he is all wanting to focus on work, study, etc. HOW!~~!~!~!~! am I going to announce to the world that WE ARE NOT GOING TO GET MARRIED!~~!~ N-O, NO!~~!~!~!~! stop asking me questions about getting marry because I'm not going to and not in any near future also. He is not ready and maybe when he is ready, I'm not. Don't wish to hear him breath another word of such nor friends around me. Had enough of this marriage talk. If you want to study, or focus on your career please go ahead. Anyway, when I could not get married at 27, I already know that I will never get married... this is the not the only marriage proposal I heard and fail to fulfill... see no point getting married. Is it a duty? It it a promise? A must? Does it matter? Someone that you want to spend the rest of your life? I totally have no idea, that is why I always ask my friends who got married how you know he is the one? They just know? But what even if you know he/she is the one, the other person don't... ?